every day a new day to die

i don't like those poetic blogs people write..whether they're poetic or actual poems. i never read them. maybe because i'm looking forward to read something in the person's own words because i see they have a new blog. but instead i find carefully chosen pretty words put together to say how they're depressed, emotional, and even sometimes(but not usually)happy. i don't know what made me think of that. i think when i wrote the title that's what i thought.
so right now with Todd, it's just kind of the usual i suppose. i'm trying to get out of the job i have...slowly because i'm not very motivated and i'm comfortable even though i'm not happy with how i'm treated. i could go on longer but anyone who actually reads this probably knows all about it anyways.
I don't really play in a band anymore. nothing offciail anyways. but i'm still playing drums once or twice a week with scott and jon,. which is awesome to be playing with them again.
i don't have any more weddings to go for the summer, the only thing i have to look forward to now is whenever the next stat holiday is and going to see Thrice and Undeorath in Seattle in october...on canadina thanksgiving...those americans don't even have a clue what i'm sacrificing...maybe i'll make a sign, or a t-shirt. yeah. ok that's all for now