i don't know what the plan is for my life

i just know that i really want to play music for a living. and i know that if my life is alligned with how God wants it he'll give me the desires of my heart. which would really be useful right about now. i know i want to do something i'm good at. and the thing i think i'm best at and i enjoy the most is writing, and playing music. learning new things sucks. which is a very narrow-minded thing to say i know but when i have things i'm already good or at least decent at that i've already spent time learning, it really frustrates me when i have to learn something new and am not good at it at first. i'm tired of anxiety about work and about money and all the brilliant ruits of life. i just wish and pray i could do what i love instead of trying to learn somethign new that i suck at, at first anyways. i know with practice and everything i can be better but i just wish i was past that point. or that people would be willing to give me more time to get good at somethign i have very little experience doing. i just wish i could go to sleep for 3 weeks. a nice coma would cure everything. yeah that's it

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